Death

Yesterday I missed an entry. Went to the mausoleum, Hope Mausoleum actually. Nice looking place but I have my issues with the lazy staff there. I won't get into my utter disgust for the term 'hope', but maybe in another entry.

So yeah, I went and left roses for Amy. Went with my neighbor and left roses for her parents as well.

Still my mind was on the fact that I'd rather go to Malta to honor Eric and Connie. Not today, but soon enough it will happen.

I was looking on youtube to a video by Gary. While I agree with much with Gary, I do not altogether with his sentiments in this, though many I do. Death is inevitable, but we gain an understanding of death with an understanding of life. When our life is to end, and it will, so be it. Good, I have no fear of such or refusal to accept such. I guess I take a similar but much more positive attitude than Gary. Yeah..

I'll have to write a proper entry on living and dying, both physical and psychological.






hallcyon